Dear Journal,
Yes, I've been silent these last few days as I've been so consumed by wrath as I have been raging against the ills released from Pandora's box. I have been metaphorically armed and hypervigilant, ready to go into spiritual battle at a moment's notice.
Transformation has come to me piece by piece. Through hardships, grief, abuse and trauma. I am travelling my Soul's journey always hyper-reactive, defensive and seeking something outside of myself.
Through a series of synchronous meetings with people, books, and energies, my transformation started over two decades ago. A pull to the dark void of creativity, the womb of the dark feminine, to her cauldron of fermentation.
Drinking deeply from the Dark Mother's cauldron, her well, I am healing, following my spiritual pathway with all its twists, turns and spirals, as it is laid out for me. I now stand before you as a humbler and wiser traveller than when I started out.
Mostly, I have laid down my metaphorical sword and shield, preferring to step over them and walking away onto the fertile Land of my ancestors, where I have picked up a sack of magical seeds, and scattered them into the fertile minds of those wanting to make changes too in their personal lives, business lives and spiritual lives.
I am no longer wrath and rage combined! Nor do I seek to be, as only the Divine has the privilege of being wrath-full, and who am I to even think of usurping?!
Thanks to the challenges I have overcome, and continue to do so, I am becoming more peace-full, grace-full, full of gratitude, full of wisdom, and full of Love.
I am here to heal my part in the collective past, the ancestral past, your past and your immediate past.
Only when the past is healed can the new day, dawn.
Much love,
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